Graduation woes. May 24, 2011

Were the only downside to today. I really am not that excited about graduation. My cousin, however, is. I agreed to a combined birthday party to minimize on the amount of annoyance to my extended family. We are having 2 graduations, 2 parties, and a birthday party all in the same week. My cousin did not want to combine her birthday party and graduation party. I therefore volunteered to combine my graduation party with her’s saving my family from at least one event. Little did I realize that this would be any trouble at all. It has led to some tension only due to the fact that my dear cousin invited my friends to this party without talking to me first and seems not to think it strange to invite my friends to a home that is an hour away. Yes, it is almost like my home, but no, it is not somewhere I feel comfortable inviting my friends. Thank you. I also would like to not be involved in planing activities for the friends of her’s that are are coming. I don’t know what they like and do not like. Sigh, I know she means well, my little sister. I shall just over look this and continue working on her senior letter. We have grown up together, surrounded by the same chaos. That has to count for something.

On a more positive note, I saw one of my best friends today. I remember why I miss him so much when he is gone. The rest of this week is already all planned out and my type A personality is very satisfied knowing what is going down.

I need to get back on good terms with my friends. Pushing people away is never a good idea, even if it seems to minimize hurt.

Tomorrow will consist of baking cookies, thanking teachers, enjoying sunshine, seeing pirates, and just relaxing. I also need to start looking at some random facts to brush up on my trivia skills for Thursday night.

Ramble time over.

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I’m just tired. May 20, 2011

Even though I’ve already caught up on my sleep. I think I might be getting sick in the near future. You know that feeling of dread that overcomes everything else?

There is a large gap between now and the last time that I blogged. I’ve been lazy. Very very lazy. Sometimes when I’m in the mood to write, I’ll scratch something out in a random school notebook. One of my missions this summer is to recover these lost journal entries…like it’ll happen.

Today  was my first day of summer. No more school for me. All I have to do is show up for graduation. I like to think about it as an event in my summer.

After graduation, my  plans are up in the air. There will be a lot of hanging around, playing outside, chilling online, and stressing about college. I need to start studying for the placement tests in math and foreign language. I doubt I can actually exempt out of Latin, but I think I might try. Calculus still is a stranger to me, but I plan to introduce myself this summer. My AP Calculus BC review book should help with this process.

I had sugar cane syrup on waffles, a brownie, a few chips, corn, ice-cream, and some crackers today. Just in case you were wondering. I need to get back into shape. I only have like 0 days until the pool opens for the summer. x_X Ugh.