The Secrets You Tell Your Teddybear.

I’ve been really antsy lately. January 25, 2012

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I get very annoyed with the day if it goes by to slowly. The only way to insure that it flies by is to keep myself busy and that is what I’m doing. My first day at my new job is on Friday, right after 4 hours of classes. It’ll be the first weekend when I have real homework to do. 

I just realized that my parents are aware of this blog and had to censor everything I just typed. Oh, to be able to have an open relationship with them.

I think I’ll be going to UGA for the super bowl to watch on a 15′ screen. I’m rather excited.

New, new blog time? Maybe one that no one will discover. I really hate having my privacy invaded. I must change all of my passwords now.  


I wish I could explain the pain. January 3, 2012

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That comes with knowing that you will be a disappointment. Not just to your family, but to all of your loved ones. I can’t satisfy everyone. I don’t even know how to satisfy myself.

I’m so thankful my grandparents are still with me. Just that thought keeps me a little bit more sane.


Sometimes I’m terrible and I think about January 1, 2012

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how different life would be if I had money. 

Money doesn’t buy happiness, but it does buy the way out of some situations. Sometimes just that change is all that’s needed.  


The longer I’m in this house.

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The more I can see myself be willing to leave it. I love everyone here very much. But there is something very different about being expected to love someone and just loving someone because of who they are. There is something about just wanting to be around someone all the time rather than being forced into it. I enjoy the times that I have here, I do. I just wish there wasn’t as much of this pressure for me to always be here.