I thought this was something I definitely wanted, being in a sorority. This sorority in particular, but after dinner with them and realizing that a sorority is just a name for a group of close friends, I was no longer willing to do anything to get there. I would still love to be a part of it. I’ve wanted it since school started, but now I’m much more comfortable with the idea of not getting an invitation.
It might be because I’ve experienced it before, it might be because of the money that I know I’ll save. It might be because the girls weren’t trying to make me want them that night at dinner. I’d like to think it’s because I’ve grown up a little bit since I got here and because I have a group of friends that I’m already comfortable with.
Yeah, I will be a little upset if they don’t offer me a bid the second time around as well. But not nearly as i once would have been.